Hey guys, long time no…. blog?
It’s me Kate. I have been gone for a long time I guess, as stupid as it sounds, seeing my blog entries get no likes or comments or any way of me seeing that I actually have readers out there kinda just made me lose my motivation for blogging. I used to love blogging all the time but now its like, whats the point if I’m the only one reading it might as well just write in a diary instead of just publishing it for myself? I have a new job I’ve had for about 3 weeks now and I’m starting to like it, I hated it at first but now I actually like it. Although I’ve gotten used to my job this stupid girl I hate thats a year older than me just started working there this weekend like wtf bitch gtfo of my job. She can’t even do anything right… and our job is easy af. I just stopped being friends with this stupid bitch named Taylor cause she’s fake af. I hate finding out people I thought I was close to are fake like damn really, you of all people? I had to cut her off. I need to stop being sad when I cut friends off even though I know they’re fake… like why am I sad rn. I think its because I didnt expect her to be fake and we had so many good memories so it makes me sad but nah fuck that dumb bitch she’s faker than press on nails! I’m listening to The Girl by City and Colour while I blog. I really wish I was famous. Wow. I never do anything to make myself famous and I really need to. They say people can’t get famous overnight but literally thats what viral videos do. What kind of video could I make that would go viral and make me and overnight sensation?! My only somewhat talent is my ridiculous humor that people would find hilarious if they just listened to me lol. I also am good at acting although, I can’t fake cry so that sucks. I wish I was rich, that would help a whole lot. Money could help me travel to New York and maybe even Cali, I’d really have a shot over there. Here in Virginia how will I become famous??? Well…. I am only a short 40 minute drive away from D.C. I suppose I could find something there. Hopefully. I don’t know what I want anymore. I suck. In all honesty what the fuck am I supposed to be when I grow up because I literally have no fucking clue and no interests other than being famous. People have told me that I have to be realistic and find something that I can actually do but wtf what if I actually am being serious about being famous like tf just cause you don’t have the motivation doesn’t mean I don’t andtbh I don’t know why I just said that because I literally have no motivation to do anything that could even remotely make me famous in any way but fr don’t knock my dreams down just cause someone knocked yours down. I’ve always just really wanted to prove everybody wrong and just show everyone “I told y’all when I was younger I’d be famous and look at me now doing big things while you sit in office working the fucking 9-5” not hating on people who work the 9-5, hard workers but imagine being famous omfg the life you would have. I just want to inspire people and I want little kids to look up to me and to have adults be like wow that gal is going somewhere and doing big things in life. That’s all I want.
Kate.
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